"The magic is inside you. There aint no crystal ball."

My name is Hannah. I am a determined and fun-loving person. I can also become sad and pathetic sometimes. I love God. I love to smoke. Yes, it's bad for me and I'll quit someday. I've come to the conclusion that some things that I have put deep thought into don't really require it and I should just go with the flow. Example 1. Why I drink? There is no real reason. I just do it. Yes, sometimes it can get out of hand, but then sometimes I have the best conversations of my life. I've thought that I hope one day that it wouldn't become a problem....I highly doubt it ever will be. I like to do, it doesn't consume my life. 2. Why I have such big dreams? Because I'm simply meant to. That's pretty much all. 3. Is there really a God? Yes, He is more real to me now, than He was when I felt like I was on top of the world. I can see why people can question that, but it doesn't make sense to look at outside influences for the answers. The answers really are inside of you. When you are looking for God, you can't trust outside sources because they are not you. We are all special and unique and we all have that ability to find ourselves. Just freakin' LOOK! How do I do anything. I have to want to or make myself. No one else can. They can try to influence me, but whether or not I give into that influence (good or bad) is my choice. What I'm basically saying is that we have the power to be amazing, but we have to see it in ourselves and honestly believe it. People can say how great we are until they are blue in the face, but it's up to us whether we believe it or not. Be your own person!!!!!! Just go with the flow! (This post is directed to the human race as a whole. kthanksbye)